Abundance

Six months ago today I walked out of a job that was no longer serving me. I could feel that the structure of the company was based in the power and control old way of being and I’m already firmly planted in the unity and collaboration new way of being. I knew I could not thrive there.

Following three years of unemployment during the pandemic, I had taken the position for a sense of security. Ironically, the nearly two years I spent there did not move me towards feeling more secure, but instead moved me further away from my true center. And even with this knowledge, I find myself stuck in a loop where I think I need a traditional job to provide abundance.

Abundance Dogma

Abundance is a slippery little devil wrapped up in all sorts of dogma we have been programmed with since childhood. Like many people, I was raised to believe “money is the root of all evil” and further, people who do have money are all bad. How can you not believe this in today’s age when we’re seeing corruption from the top at it’s all-time worst?

Although I’ve already done a lot of work around this during those three years I lived off the abundance of the universe, there is still work to do, so I signed up for a money workshop with a local healing center. Yesterday we did a short meditation and I left feeling more expansive and centered, although I didn’t have any big aha moment that solved all my money problems.

Limiting Beliefs About Money

This morning I woke up ruminating on a few dreams from the night before. There were actually three different dreams, all showing me how I have a limiting belief that people will always try to swindle you out of your money. The one that stands out now the most involved me selling my car. A friend’s daughter started asking questions about it and I immediately got defensive, feeling like she was trying to get something from me even though this young, innocent girl probably had no ill-intents.

I immediately connected this with a real-life story from my childhood where my mother was talking negatively about someone trying to buy my parents’ car. The meaning clicked in right away and the dreams that got me there sort of fell away.

Releasing Limiting Beliefs

With my morning coffee in hand, I tuned into @consciouslyerin on TikTok, my “friendly neighborhood energy alchemist” for my daily Schumann Resonance update and she dropped a bombshell. Apparently there was big release energy between two to three o’clock this morning around letting go of limiting beliefs. She further dug into the Italian graph and received in her own meditation the patterns there were helping us let go of who you thought you had to be because of someone else’s ideas of what you should be. So it seems this energy might be touching us all at this time.

She recommended an Energy Healing Activation video on YouTube from @ReikiRachael, so I thought I might as well give it a listen. At one point they had Mary Magdalene come in and I heard the message “You are abundant in god’s love.”

Abundance in All Forms

The thing is, abundance doesn’t just mean millions of dollars in your bank account. Abundance comes in many forms. I make a point to appreciate my abundance of laundry and dishes, and recently my abundance of tiny tomato seedlings. When I spend money, I feel joy (usually thinking about puppies) and say to myself that every dollars I spend comes back to me tenfold.

Abundance Flows Where Spirit Goes

In this new endeavor, I aim to step fully into the flow of love, unity, and collaboration. I rearranged my office behind where I have been filming to include a money tree in my success area according to Feng Shui and golden crystals to increase my abundance. Just stepping onto the path to put myself out there in alignment with my purpose, I have already started to see abundance coming back my way. I secured a spiritual marketing client this week and I’m working on an event to increase the awareness of all the spiritual practices in my little corner of the world.

I intend to use my gifts for good and believe fully that as I do, the universe conspires to provide abundance to support me. I invite you to bask in the feeling of abundance with me. Today I’m puppy sitting and have already enjoyed an abundance of puppy kisses and snuggles.